Work with Healers
I’ve worked with remote energy healers (healers not located nearby oneself) for several years now, and will likely continue doing some form of healing with them as time goes on.
I’ll keep working with them, reason being that some people say that healing is an ongoing – even life-long – process that doesn’t just happen all at once. With rare exception, you usually just don’t suddenly stand up and say, “I’m totally cured (in one session).” Depending on with whom you’re working and how ready you are to receive healing, many times healing takes place in stages slowly over time, with its cumulative effects showing up over the long-term.
But there are indeed times when you do reach a noticeable milestone, a significant turning point in healing when you can say, “Things are really different now.”
This has recently happened to me a couple times, and I’ll share them with you.
Re-Membering: Animal “Totem” Attunement
I wrote about a remote healing session I had recently with energy healer Michelle Eves (highly recommended), in which I had an encounter with The Eagle, a very real living entity that appears in the abstract visionary realms as a black eagle. The Eagle is the very same entity that many people were made aware of in recent decades through the writings of Carlos Castaneda, and whose domain up until recently included the administration of all human perception for those living on this planet. (Read more about the Eagle on this blog, or here if you wish.)
In any case, at the end of my healing session with Michelle, I suddenly saw the Eagle standing before me. I was really surprised, for I hadn’t seen the Eagle for many years. It wasn’t until some time later that I realized the significance if his appearance, and it is something I struggle to comprehend to this day.
In this instance, I literally re-membered the Eagle as a part of my inner psyche. I had reached a turning point in my personal development whereby my wish to help heal this world had taken a grand step in being realized (I’ll write about this later when I’m ready.)
Some people like to label things, and would thus term this kind of an event an “animal attunement” – associating oneself with an animal spirit or animal totem.
(Author’s note: Why externalize something by calling it a “totem”? What most see as a piece of wood? In all reality, you are energetically bonded with the animal or create-ure in question. Anyway, back on topic…)
Freedom from Old Paradigms
In another remote session with healer Henda Zaghouani (also recommended), I experienced a breakthrough in my behavior that is nothing less than life-transforming. This kind of milestone amounts to a new-found freedom from an old paradigm of entrapment. Anyone, everyone, would gladly welcome this achievement!
Here is what I saw in this session:
Something interesting has happened this evening.
I had my usual veggie dinner. Had my evening online meetings with my teammates located elsewhere on earth. Took another shower just because I felt like it. Did some pre-bedtime stretches, exalted in the loopy physical sensation that this stretching provides me recently, and then lay down to bed.
I spoke into the darkness, thanking this life for the wonderful day, expressing my gratitude that I am indeed alive and here to witness all this wonder and beauty. I recited my end-of-day “prayer”:
“I accept and receive all planetary work and healing done on my behalf, my lineage, all aspects of my being. It is done, thank you.”
Then I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep. During this sleep time, I had agreed to meet healer Henda Zaghouani as I was sleeping or lying in bed while relaxed. In this case, I fell asleep.
Some hours later I awoke. But something was different.
I’ve long known that sleep for me was more “pure” than my regular waking moments. I’ve long been aware that while “sleeping” I am actually really busy, doing very cool things, meeting people, seeing cool places – although for now I am only capable of their partial recollection.
But usually upon awakening from this “perfect” state of sleep, a stream of thought-filled activity seems to insert itself over my thoughts. With this comes a pall, a flavor, of what we call negativity.
But as I slipped into wakefulness, something was different now. Normally I would feel something was wrong, but “wrong” is negative – but within me that feeling of negativity was absent. Absolutely gone. It’s like intending something negative was impossible. I was incapable of this now. I just lay there and tried over and over again to have a negative thought – but that ability could not be fulfilled.
So as I lay there in the darkness, I wanted to explore this change. I could see the mild glow of light physically surrounding me that I had become accustomed to in recent years. Included within this awareness of a physical light, there is a version of light that ebbs and flows within at an abstract level, expressing the flow of thoughts within. And very time I tried to muster up some kind of negative thought, it was gently repelled by a mild flash of light. It was like a friendly way of saying, “Don’t go there. Don’t walk this path.”
I tried over and over again to intend something negative. Just couldn’t. So I gave up.
I knew I wanted to share this experience with others, so in words I struggled to formulate the words that would describe this. The best way I can say this is: This inability to intend negativity is an absence. Not exactly an inability, but a simple absence of the pathway through which such negativity could become manifest. I guess in simpler words, the “wiring” for intending negativity was gone.
I am still able to perceive of a concept of negativity, know that exists. But the actively emotionally binding and draining aspect that provides it with the energy to become real was gone. I realized I was no longer capable of intending negativity. Bear in mind, I know it takes two to tango. I know that certain actions I perform or the words that I speak will be interpreted out there by people who still subscribe to the wiring associated with negativity. They will some some of what I do as negative.
But from my part of the jungle, intentional negativity is out of the picture in my life.
Do you know how life-transforming this milestone is?
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